☁ hope is a dream that doesn't fall asleep

HIATUS, BB.

2010-08-18T21:41:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE. FOR NOW. Prelims in 6 days wtshit am I doing here. Oh right, lit notes. Okay, lit notes. BYEBYEBYEBYE :D :D :D See you on 3Sept/ 15Nov. Study hard everybody!

AP is for Annoying Person

2010-08-16T22:00:00.002+08:00

ANNOYING TTM. Stop messaging me. Stop calling me. Stop addressing me as your friend, because I do not know you and was only replying your message out of pure courtesy. You do not demand to meet me, nor demand to see my photo ID. With all due RESFECT, I don't want to SEA your motherfucking photo. FU.

Need to cheer self up. My firefighter! :D

of good teachers.

2010-08-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

oh, ms tay ;_; I will focus on my studies, I promise! (she just had to comment on the photo of her letter. of course the floodgates whooshed again ._.)

erh please have some originality in all aspects, names, nicknames, essays, life. your lack of creative juices shows, especially through your works lol. -chortles-

(waiting patiently for boon to upload pictures)

hope is a dream that doesn't fall asleep

2010-08-06T20:28:00.004+08:00

Ms Tay is one of the teachers that has impacted me the most throughout my 10 years of education :/ says a lot about her, cause I am usually not that attached to my teachers.

Pouty pouty but not gross because pout is totally reasonable -sobs-
We stood around the board, sobbing our eyes out over this message.
Ooh look puffy eyes!

architects have long hair

2010-08-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

LOL MS TAYYYYYYY
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We all be missing you, Ms Tay ))))): Horrible people in class laughed at me today, like HEY! Crying is no big deal, humph >(

On a very random note, I AM THE SECOND PERSON FOR ORAL -stomach twists up and makes curly knots and zooms around like magnesium on the surface of water-

Tomorrow

2010-08-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

is our last Math test w Ms Tay. Gonna try super hard for it, not gonna disappoint her like I did in the beginning of the term T.T

to all sec fours who took the physics test today:

2010-07-30T20:27:00.002+08:00

Don't worry, we're all gonna get A1s for the Mighty O's. Because Mrs Ong was being saddistic and wanted us to feel saaaaaad ):

I have to go transport Math formulae onto the bodies of 39 people. DNW but I will still do it. PFFT.

4Grace!

2010-07-29T19:06:00.002+08:00

Thank you so much for your kind and wonderful cooperation today, 37/39 pictures have been taken, I WILL HAUNT THE TWO MISSING SHEEP TMR. (: formulae will be photoshopped on and printed (hopefully) during weekends, and will be given on Monday YAYYYYYY!

And wasn't today just so fun? :D albeit a bit fail. But we had so much fun omg :D we need do this for mrs ong too! :D electromagnetic spectrum~ gamma rays, micro waves~ I tell ya she'll regret ever showing us the song :D

my career that made me think

2010-07-28T20:13:00.002+08:00

Anyway today during English there was this Convo qn, bout your career or something. I was rly eggcited and thought I may be able to entertain the examiner bout my plans to open an artiste management company and fangirl over my own idols and plan their schedules and hire codis and stylists and managers and drivers and dorm aunties. (Won't that just be so eggciting? :D I love planning stuff and people like that) Until I realised that would be unrealistic and I would come across as a Fangirl. Pfft. So uh yeah, back to the boring dream of being an orthodontist.

PS: ain't it amuzing how everyone says they wanna be a teacher when they're young but in actual fact aft we grow up only one or two turn out to be teachers? okay I am spouting nonsense again :/

D:

2010-07-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

Poor Mrs Tian
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She seems so overworked and stressed out alr D:

Anyway, no more cryptic messages for you to rack your pretty lil brain over (:

Today's Learning Journey skit was funny aite, "spurn me, strike me, neglect me, lose me!" Everyone's favourite line (:

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PS: I've promised myself to be nicer to everyone, yes everyone (:

kim ryeowook gives the best life lessons/

2010-07-26T19:59:00.002+08:00

1. Laughing brings good luck~^^ That saying is so true~ Everyone try laughing hahaha~ There are a lot of irritating things.. and irritating people.. and irritating weather.. but if you just laugh then they'll get better~^^ ㅎㅎ I'll eat some watermelon and go to bed~ Good night♥
This is by far, my favourite :D Thank you wookie, I will live remembering your words and laugh my days away!

2. I'm the kind of person who can't easily forget when someone hurts me with something they say and now I'm wondering if something I've said off-hand has hurt someone else..
IA w you totally wook, once I hear something I become all paranoid and it becomes unforgettable D:

3. You might think what you're saying is right and is fair but well~ To my eyes you're just dirty and cowardly, rationalizing your behaviour and being egotistical while looking down at others like you're superior^^ Don't live like that!
YES, WOOKIE, YES! EXACTLY! OH MY GOSH! WOOKIE! WE HAVE THE SAME THOUGHTS! (Towards different stuff of course, I'm certainly not you!) But yes! You took it out of my mouth bb (:

&& Today a friend whom I kinda drifted apart from last year gave me something which touched me lots cause I kinda thought we weren't that close anymore:

"For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self discipline"
2 Timothy 1:7

thank you very much for the cookie too (:

today is a very inspirational day. I feel inspired by everything around me! (: although I can't go for Belle's church musical, but I'll keep having faith and one day my parents will understand! (:

oh speaking of my parents, they be hilarious!

Daddy
Me: Hey what if I became a Christian?
Daddy: No! Absolutely not! No way!
Me: -crestfallen- Whyeeeee?
Daddy: Who will burn incense paper for me in the future if you convert too! I'll have to go around borrowing money down there!

-we both realise how funny it sounds and collapse laughing. the topic is thus dropped and never pursued :/-

Mummy
-we were in an electronics shop and 2NE1's Fire was playing on the mega-huge screen-
Mummy: Oh my god, look at that girl! Her face looks so big and she's purposely lifting her jacket so that people can see how she's popping her voluptuous chest!
Me: ... Mummy, that's Minzy. She's my age.
Mummy: Oh.

-we both lapse into silence, my mum pondering bout the youngsters nowadays and how kpop's robbing the cradles (not that I didn't know that) and me pondering bout my lack of a chest ;_;-

Resultszxz

2010-07-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

Before NBC: results suck shit. 22 for trigo differentiation and integration, 8 for ss -faints-
After NBC: results don't suck shit anymore and I don't feel stressed to study :D

/But I don't think I'll regret going back? :/ I think I burned out like craaaap in the first week.

NS?

2010-07-20T20:11:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAH my brother just got his notification for Exit Permit! I am rofl-ing.
Now he cannot stay out of the country for three months or more w/o permission from govmnt. HAH.

Time flies huh, in about 5 years I'd be in uni (or graduating from it) and he'd be in NS and my parents would get all the Alone Time they've pined for the past 16 years or so.

(I left my water bottle at home today! ): )

yesterday when you were young,

2010-07-14T19:28:00.002+08:00

~~I was so cute in the past I didn't dare to make this photo too big.~~

Should I use this for Yearbook? :/ I was digging through all my albums and giggling to myself cause oh god, the retarded things I did when I was young were really unbelievable :D

Of Unexpected Ironies

2010-07-10T19:09:00.002+08:00

Gold? Nope.
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Sorry screwed the solo dammit guys. Let down the secfours, let down sia, let down nat, let down the whole band. Idk what was wrong w me today. I JUST.. SCREWED.

Work hard guys, we won't be around to terrorize you guys anymore. Jiawen and Nat, I'm glad you have new plans for the section (: I'm sure you will be able to do well! Get the GWH that you deserve next year okay (: we be ponning school to watch you so we expect nothing less. >)

Section lunch aft NBC was fun :D sat in Fish&Co for two hours, crapping and it ended w Jolynn's birthday celebration and a 150 dollar bill D: what do we eat man lol.

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Galaxy S sounds swine.

kangbear

2010-07-05T10:40:00.002+08:00

In about 3 hours? We be missing you, Kangbear ): Be back soon, do the army stuff well!

God I feel so dirty I need to bathe and finish up homework before I trudge out of the house to meet (quoting Grace L) Band Comrades who're going for TK concert. I must've been stupid to go for the concert. I'd prolly fall asleep halfway anyway ):

AMath D:

2010-07-02T20:11:00.003+08:00

Whoa nice
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Die alr, hello to fail!amath paper. Screw integration >(

But wdv. TGIF SRSLY. This week brought TGIF to a whole new level. 7 tests per week, anybody? (: I'm not doing anything tonight. Absolutely not. NO WAY. Maybe print some chem notes and read Geog of Food and attempt to do the first AMath Revision Test paper STOP IT WEIYUN YOU'RE BECOMING A REAL LOSERRRRRRR.

Sports Day tmr, (maybe) Baking on Sunday, Study on Monday then watch TKGS Concert! :D Ms Sia gave free tickets, so why not right :D

May Red House win tmr! -prays- Also praying for no rain but lotsa clouds so we don't sublime @ YCK Stadium.

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No Other BLOODY HAPPY ABOUT IT BUT WON'T BOTHER TALKING BOUT IT HEREEEEEE

Vasco da Gama

2010-07-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

The Portugese guy who found spices in India and screwed Venice.
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>( Venice sucks ttm ttc okay. Why must we learn how it rose and fell? Why did it even fall in the first place omg ): me geog student no like Leagues and Empires and Falls. URGHHHHH.

3 tests down, 4 more to go (: everybody add oilllllll!!!

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Section recess on Friday, it's been long (:

Ms Tayyyyyyy

2010-06-29T20:42:00.001+08:00

): Second Math teacher to leave in two years.
We will all get A1s for both Maths, aite? (: All 39 of us, so she can come back next year and use a ruler to draw a line through all our Ones.

press the reset, press press the reset

Muaha

2010-06-28T22:43:00.001+08:00

Mondays w/o band = no Monday blues!

:):

2010-06-27T15:26:00.002+08:00

Today
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Mr FS told me that I shouldn't date from 13-23 cause I'd get hurt by guys. And I'll either get married at 24, 30 or 32. I dowan my children to have down's syndrome! ): he also said I'm aesthetically talented, and have the makings of a star. Uhm, rubbish much? So idk if I should believe his forecasts D: married at 24 homg T.T

School starts tmr guys. I lost two English essays. Fml.

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너 같은 사 람 또 없어

Omg dieeeeee

2010-06-24T11:37:00.000+08:00

What the crap is this, I woke up now and my house has no water and if I don't get out of the house now imma be late for band! ):

/oh wait, it doesn't matter anw lol.

mm yeah.

2010-06-22T22:22:00.001+08:00

8)
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Today is productive me like. Studied finish for SS test (I hope), Venice Iraq Kuwait bring it on!

Getting another _____ w Charlotte on Friday. We are both sinners T.T But oh god, what sexy sins :D Have to set aside more money for _________!

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I swear, I'll make him pay for this, I'll rip off his toes and dip his wounds in acid and force him to do ten thousand ballerina spins around the room in Granny's old pajamas!
-Crimson Needs

rolf-ing forever at our life.

2010-06-21T19:41:00.003+08:00

Hi to all secfours who read my blog, just so you know, T3W1 has wonderful amazing surprises in store for us (:

1. Lit TKAM Essay Question test. (If Dorrrry's nice we'll have it on Wed? If not Mon) BUT
2. AMath Integration + Differentiation Test on Wed
3. Bio O Level SPA on Fri.
4. SS Test on Thurs: take note, Managing International Relations is tested too, ie study Book3 Chapt 6 and Book4 Chapt1!
5. EMath test that was unknown to me till today. Uhm. Yeah.
6. Prolly some Chinese Vocab test that I'm not going to bother studying for.
7. EGeog girls, Rivers and Coasts "TP" which means Trial Practice I guess? I think it's the open-book-test-that's-not-open-book-because-you-have-no-time-to-open-your-book.

Fml. F my non-existant life, ttly.

And I've grown to be sucha piggggg D: Tmr will be the first time I wake up at 8.30 am this whole holiday. For Breakfast. For once, Imma be in macs before the breakfast time is over ._. WHY AM I SUCHA LOSER, YOU ASK ME. YES, WHY.

scoffs.

2010-06-19T15:06:00.001+08:00

Yeah my mum tells me if I can't get into the JC I want don't go crying to her.
The point is, I don't even know which JC I want to get into.

Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICCCC (((((:

The world is so small.

2010-06-19T12:22:00.002+08:00

Because of suju (again lol) I know a trumpeter from meridian who was under ms sia too!
This is so cool :D

ps it all started w kimchi fried rice and me mentioning o's (:

loves.

2010-06-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

my starbucks tumbler!!!!! T.T and my hot chocolate.

A big mistake of my life.

2010-06-18T19:23:00.002+08:00

I will never sit there, ever again
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Or maybe I won't bring the 3 subjects I'm worst at all tgt, so I can't even switch to a nice subject T.T

I sat at where Martha was on Wed today. Results?

Argentina won South Korea 4-1
Greece won Nigeria 2-1 (with many many rolling around and yellow cards and stuff)

Wtf is wrong with me, you ask. Yes, wtf.

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Poised with a feather in hand.

What is wrong w me ):

2010-06-18T10:49:00.001+08:00

I am tempted to create a tumblr so I can follow fuckyeahsungmin

wtf is wrong.

and why am I not at macs yet. I haven't bathed yet ewww smelly smelly!

Cappuccino

2010-06-18T09:42:00.002+08:00

Start your day off w it
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.. Never mind if your day starts at 11am. You know you need it. It's been working fine for me, except maybe I add more sugar than the average person and go on a freaking sugar rush and bounce and complain a lot about 3pm not coming sooner.

&WHY IS MY BROTHER AT HOME W ME?! I just found out a minute ago. Apparently he couldn't wake up early enough to take the father's car.

Uhm, lol @ my boring-ish, loser-ish life?

I can't do trigo for nuts -depressed-

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Idk what to do today T.T

Mugging spoils your brains

2010-06-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

Weiyun: Eh let's not go shopping tmr, stay here and study.
Martha: Okay T.T
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WHY'RE WE SUCH NO-LIFERS OMG ):

What we did:
1. Starve till 3pm before eating, because Macs has 3 for $5 deals starting from 3.
2. Order more than we can eat.
3. Eat the ice cream from the coke float, then freeze to death and throw away the coke. Or vice versa.
4. Get distracted by replays of World Cup matches and gape at the screen for a few minutes before realizing you're wasting your time.
5. "I think I did very little questions today eh. How? But I did difficult and challenging questions! Right? Right. Okay. I did a lot. Okay." -attempt to psycho self, succeeded-

Wtf is wrong w my life. I am succumbing to the books.

So yes, no shopping tmr. Bio + 4 Essays = I cry.

(Refusing to update fic hee)

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Vamp!fic

@triumphant trumpeters

2010-06-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

Now, wasn't it such a pleasant surprise today? (:
I hope you guys had a nice shock! In a good way. Lol.
Work towards Gold W Distinction tgt, aite? (:
can't wait for section bags!!!!!!!

-flops on floor, tired aft spending so much energy-

GIMP PIMP.

2010-06-15T10:55:00.002+08:00

Look how I wasted my morning :D Fun, but tiring. And time-consuming.

Now, will study Physics in school! -puts on nerd specs- Then go for band whee hee.

@annabelle again

2010-06-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

Lol you can continue commenting and I'll dedicate posts to reply to you LOL.
Anw. I didn't know you've been updating crashbangpoof! You should just go on Twitter srsly :D
(oh crap, now I forgot what I wanted to tell you.)
uhm, okay. I will. Go think about it :/

-brain cells killed by tuition till 10.30 wtf ._.-

Colourgenics #whatidk

2010-06-14T19:20:00.001+08:00

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. (I know what's this situation) You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.

Sighhhhh someone must remind me to do this every week or something. I need constant reminders.

(:

2010-06-14T13:27:00.001+08:00

ever realised how porridge tastes heavenly whenever you have a washing machine as a stomach? (:

A list.

2010-06-14T12:11:00.003+08:00

My list of things to do aft O's:
1. Start Working for Money $.$
2. Watch a NC-16 movie
3. Throw all my O's stuff to the Brother ("You better use them and get through O's, not N's!")
4. Go Korea.
5. Shop with 1000 dollars (((:
6. Spend my days @ StudioWu.

My list of things to do aft A's:
1. Get a driving license
2. AUDITION FOR SM(star musuem lol) ENTERTAINMENT AND DEBUT W ANNABELLE omg how could I forget ):
3. Go for attachment at some dentist clinic/ my mum's company
4. I'll think about it when A's approach. In about. 2 years' time? -shudders-

My list of things to do aft First Year @ Uni:
1. Beg the Parents for a Car :D
2. I'll continue thinking aft A's :D

Thank you annabelle for reminding me :D how could I forget D:

Today is..

2010-06-13T12:55:00.002+08:00

A day to start working hard (:
Section dinner in approx 3 hours! (Lol I just realised, why're we meeting at 4 anyway!)

다시 돌아와,돌아와,돌아와

2010-06-12T20:54:00.001+08:00

Infinite (:
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I must be getting old and wibbly ._.

My mother: "I don't think you're working hard at all!"
Me: "I think I'm working too hard!"

I guess my mother's right. -mumbles grumbles-

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Section dinner tmr, pigs in action yayyyy (:

Bio D:

2010-06-12T15:46:00.001+08:00

I feel like I will vomit blood if I force myself to do the elearning D:
Why is it so difficult and confusing omg ):

I'm sick.

2010-06-11T15:53:00.001+08:00

For the third time in 2 months.
Wtf is wrong w me seriously.

My Life the past few days:

2010-06-11T13:39:00.002+08:00

Wake at 10.
Eat and Bathe till 11.
Online till 2.
Work till 6.
Dinner till 7.
Online/ Do Useless Stuff till 10.
Work till 1.

In conclusion, this is my definition of a healthy lifestyle and everyone please look forward to ball!weiyun bouncing towards you with lots of fats when school reopens (:

Something has sparked anti-snsd-ism in me again. I'm so sorry but people should learn to control their mouths.

2010-06-10T21:09:00.001+08:00

Sorry I couldn't stop myself hahah am too delighted that internet's backkkkk.

A Walk To Remember.

2010-06-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

myblacksmile smilesofblack wtf
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Internet was down for approx 30 hours of my life ): For 30 hours, I had to make do w my mum's iPhone. Speaking of iPhones, the father's being annoying on this. FINE. BE THAT WAY.

But anyway, finished studying Forests. Or so I think. Tgt with 3 chapters of my fic? Er yeah. Idk how much got absorbed. I don't even know what I'm doing here right now.

"My son, the one who refuses to believe in hate, hates me!"

Oh my gosh this is prectionnnnnnnn I LIKE :D

In the meantime, I will work on Vamp!fic and maybe maybe maybe read MSND and TKAM again :D

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Not Sharing. Still.

Don't push your luck.

2010-06-09T21:55:00.002+08:00

I don't like the way I'm feeling. I don't want to blow up, never have and don't want to. But you're forcing me

I don't like it T.T

did you know forests maintain the water supply, replenish oxygen and remove carbon dioxide, maintain nutrients in the soil, prevent floods, protect coasts, are a natural treatment of waste water, habitat for flora and fauna, a source of useful materials such as timber and fuelwood and food and medicine and chemicals, a habitat for people, recreation and education? Now you know.

This is the product of my mugging this aft which was interrupted frequently by hunger pangs and sleepy spells :D who cares, I rmb now!

@annabelle

2010-06-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

LOLLLLL why're you commenting instead of using my tagboard HAHAHAH

Anyway if you see this. OF COURSE HEECHUL'S GOT STYLE. He's pretty (:

Oh no.

2010-06-08T21:58:00.003+08:00

Er, I can't play the trumpet?
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Went back to play the instru today w Jasmine and Alana. I AM SCREWED LA, OKAY.

Always be this happy (: Dazzling outfit, beautiful hair, wonderful hair.

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Who's sharing?

@MY SHOULDER.

2010-06-06T23:41:00.001+08:00

RYEOWOOK BLOODY TOUCHED MY SHOULDER.
It is Martha's and Ryeowook's property from now on.

For Claudia:

2010-06-05T18:12:00.001+08:00

HOW HOW DYOU THINK HE'LL SEE? :D

SHOWCASE.

2010-06-04T21:48:00.001+08:00

I HAVE TICKETS, SO DOES DAPHNE.
I LOVE CHARLOTTE, SHE LOVES HER FRIEND.

-floats around, unable to believe I'll be seeing them when I actually alr gave up.-

A Housewife's Heart that I know.

2010-05-30T16:00:00.001+08:00

I want to buy zis (: Because during hols, staple food = instant noodles MMMM.

If I could say You're So Gorgeous.

2010-05-30T15:24:00.001+08:00

It'd be to you T.T
Then again my price plan prolly won't permit me to enjoy this w/o dropping a bomb in my parents' wallets so.. PASS.

Been searching for a phone the whole afternoon (:

:D

2010-05-30T10:15:00.001+08:00

Aft selling my life to the books ytd, I've just finished up to em tys 19 :D
-is feeling good bout self-

ponning dance again today ._. sigh what's new?

I guess.

2010-05-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

I will go for dance this weekend (:
And get started on Revision Timetable.

Actually I'm dreading this whole revision shiz now cause I feel really exhausted and I think I miss my section lots ): But wdv, we'll pull through :D

POP 2010

2010-05-28T14:03:00.002+08:00

I HAVE OFFICIALLY PASSED OUT OMGZX
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Eggcitez. And celebrations!

Deetails at a later date, but do know that JAWV came my house to bake, I forgot my underwear ): And we were cheated into thinking we were going Chalet! And ended up at Raffles Town Club, Suite siazxzx. Ate soba and apple crumble cooked by the greys (♥!) and walked around and camwhored a bit? Huimin and Sichen came back to be Raffle's Next Top Models (: Then we talked till 12 midnight, the whites (yes, even Annabelle) and the greens and Valerie was feeling sick ): And then we played Articulation for 3 hours, HEY, I'M ACTUALLY GOOD AT THE GAME :D Then I went to sleep w Jolynn and Valerie on the bed and Alana squeezed in later on? Heard that Jasmine slept in the bathtub uhm LOL glad it was comfortable (: GOT WOKEN UP AT 6+am, wtshit right ): So sad. Was bleary and had to wait an hour for my foooooood. Then we slacked around somemore, Articulation, and went home :D Because we're all tired pigs.

To all the people who gave me pretty POP presents, I'm damn sorry cause I gave w my section and I know its not a lot ): I'm really really really sorry! Love you guys for all we did in band too :D

Yknow I think I wanna play the horn if I join band in JC. The notes are so easy to change omg.

Okay wait was this all the details? D: OKAY THEN :D Will post pictures up aft a round of Photoscaping! ♥

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Trumpetzxzx.

OH F.

2010-05-27T10:18:00.000+08:00

When I was deep in sleep the whole world alr bought the phone. FUCK LAH I DON'T CARE ANYMORE

-explodes into a mess but still doesn't care-

OMG DIEEE

2010-05-26T23:17:00.002+08:00

I can feel my eyelids closing and I haven't done the secthrees' letters yet
-feels ashamed of self- URGH FACE PALM HEAD SLAM KEYBOARD SMASH.

Happy POP in advance. Happy POP to me (:

Boom boom ah,

2010-05-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

-Download videos so that I won't get bored during POP.

In case it gets boring & all :D My ~~shameless~~ seniors are coming back to fight for my bed omg! D: -expands self so that 4 of us can sleep tgt :D :D :D-

I'll be back on Fri! Omg howzxx cannot go ECP on Fri, OIL SPILL THERE WTF. Marine life, people, marine life.

This time of the year makes me think/

2010-05-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others,
It is because we are different that each of us is special.
Do not set your goals by what other people deem important.
Only you know what is best for you.

Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart.
Cling to them as you would your life,
for without them, life is meaningless
Do not let your life slip through your fingers
By living in the past nor for the future.

By living your life one day at a time,
You live all the days of your life.
Do not give up when you still have something to give.
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.
It is a fragile thread that binds is to each other.

Do not be afraid to encounter risks.
It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.
Do not shut out of your life by saying it is impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give love;
The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly.

In addition, the best way to keep love is to give it wings.
Do not dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope;
To be without hope is to be without purpose.

Do not run through life so fast that you forget
not only where you have been, but also where you are going.
Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored each step of the way.

Hum.

2010-05-25T21:14:00.003+08:00

I know I should be integrating my life away:
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1.
Integrate Fries = Potatoes
Differentiate Potatoes = Fries

2.
Amazon and Kalimantan are cousins. They have this problem that runs in the family, called hair loss. It is caused by pests called Humans.

3.
We would accomplish many more things if we did not think of them as impossible.
-Vince Lombardi

It is possible to attain A1 for my integration test tmr. (If I get offline now)

4.
Slept like mad during Chem SPA :D Half an hour, it says something because I am a rather light sleeper in school. 15 min is the limit normally.

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Muzz do POP presents and Letters AND FML.

It's time we pressed the panic button.

2010-05-23T11:45:00.004+08:00

Oh no.
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I have so many things to do this week ):

FML lah, should I just screw all the tests? There's Vocab, Chem, Math, oh really fml ): And I still have the essay for SDIL ))): and bio spa ws. And AM TYS 41. Okay the world seems like a scary place right now.

I know it's never ever going to be the same again. Me and you guys, it's different.

I like this picture w Jiawen (: Cause I took it. Stupid Alana and Nat!

Hee The Girl In The Photo. Scariest movie in townzxz, staring Nat (Girl) and Jiawen (In The Photo).

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Wonder what can I do to turn time back, then I realise there's nothing I can do. We've all changed. But change is constant. And this change is constant in my life. Losing them all over again. There's nothing I can do but to watch them leave.

Boundaries.

JAWSVAT.

2010-05-22T15:32:00.002+08:00

!!!! I FREAKING LOVE THIS PICTURE. I LOVE JAWSVAT. I LOVE YOUUU GUYYYYYYYS SO EFFING MUCHHHHHH. SO MUCH I CAN'T SAY EXACTLY HOW MUCHHHH.

We've gone through so so so many concerts tgt, competitions, performances, open houses, cca fairs, jubilates. None of them would have been the same if you all weren't there (: I'm glad we had our hug on stage! (I DID NOT CRY.)

I love this picture omg T.T

Jubilate VII 2

2010-05-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

The ending point of my band life.
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Firstly thank you to everyone who appreciated my manly sexy voice ytd (: I'm sure it was a great form of entertainment for you all to hear me speak.

Secondly, thank you to the whole of SNSB for putting in your best effort ytd (: Was totally shaking on stage just so I won't cry during the song and throw away my face ):

Thirdly, Nat did really welllll for the solo :D

Fourthly, Section Supper was a bit costly but I'm sure it was delicious.

My last perf with SNSB, ended happily. (: Let's forget all the shit that got real and focus on The Moment. Because that's what we live for.

Got the juniors' POP presents today! They look swellllll 8) Juniors you'd better love us!

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/Off to integrate in my sleep

L1R5

2010-05-20T20:42:00.003+08:00

If my L1R5 this term ain't a single digit I'll weep T.T
I calculated! Don't pop my bubble like that )))):

Since I'm so free now..

2010-05-20T11:17:00.002+08:00

Urgh, screw the fever. The world seems like a horrible place to be in now. Let me get well by tmr please, it's my last concert w SNSB T.T

I guess I should start work on my POP letters ): -grumbles mumbles but gets going-

Burning

2010-05-19T20:04:00.002+08:00

):
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Hey babes I'm down with a 38degrees fever now FML Didn't study SS at all and got MC for tmr. Ie, my life is screwed and I may not perform for Jubilate.\

I feel like a pile of snot, and timing for 2.4 is so sucky because half the time I was concentrating on running in a straight line ._.

Aiya, in conclusion, today is a FML-worthy day and I will go weep in self pity and hope that the fever goes away.

Oh, congrats naturedichotomy, your silver anchovy got twitter too :D

Oh wait. This ain't my lj

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BYE and good luck for SS (:

LOL

2010-05-18T20:20:00.001+08:00

LOL@ ryeowook selling sungmin out on Youngstreet.

-sneeze- -sniff- -"ow"- - "xcuse me"

This has been my mantra for the whole day >(

Sore throat.

2010-05-18T19:30:00.001+08:00

How how how I have a sore throat and a runny nose and I have 2.4 tmr omg ):
I'll prolly run and end up as a pile of snot on the Amazing One Lane Track. Okay sorry for being gross.

But I feel so sick ): -whines-

I'm sorry for smiling so much then.

Bollkka

2010-05-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

Why I waste my life doing this, I don't know D: But I like it >) Now, off to plan experiments on seedlings/ ponder about the amazing ac generator.

Twinkle, twinkle, little star, japgien ddeuguhwoon geunyuhga ★

2010-05-16T12:01:00.001+08:00

thank you very much, naturedichotomy :D :D :D

twinkle, twinkle little star

2010-05-15T15:40:00.001+08:00

MY. LAST. CAMP.
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WHEEHEEEEE.

I feel so.. overwhelmed ._. By everything. And anything.

AHHHHHH HAVING COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN HERE/ Bye guys.

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Boomboom!

BOUNCE TO YOU, BOUNCE TO YOU

2010-05-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

I am so so so lol-ed
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It sounds bollywood. And African.
But on my second hearing I decided I like it (:

DT Finished reading the book to us today, HURRAY!

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (yes, it's part of the song)

Cornell.

2010-05-08T12:49:00.001+08:00

Made my first Cornell table, fell in love with NU ABO. I feel like a faker, I was just saying how I don't like the song! ): FAKE WEIYUN. FAKE FAKE WEIYUN.

Leeteuk said on today's Sukira that Super Junior members will appear as guests on May 14th Sukira. They will be going to Sukira after their first performance on Music Bank. Leeteuk gave us a hint as to their style of clothes saying that the clothes easily come off so that they can show off their muscles. Leeteuk also said since they'll be showing off their muscle on the Music Bank stage, they will also show us their muscles on Sukira as well.
Credits to: Minnie @ SUJUISM.BLOGSPOT.COM

Clothes. Come. Off. -tears-

미인아

2010-05-07T20:58:00.003+08:00

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I know almost all that bother to read my blog won't watch the video, so it shall be there for my own personal viewing pleasure :D To say the truth I was quite scared when I listened to the tune for the first time cause it sounded kinda melancholic/ scary/ vampire-ry/ thunderstormy (I IS 'I' PERSONALITY, I WILL BE AN INSTINCTIVE SALESPERSON) But I had to watch it 3 times cause:

1. First time I was just looking out for Min, srsly.
2. Second time I got distracted by Teukie's/Hae's muscles
3. Third time I finally stopped shaking long enough to listen and watch.
KYAHHHHHH.

Why must I be in school next Monday and Friday?!
WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY!!!

Anyway I will now go use Cornell's Table or something and muggggggg my brains out for EGeog, because I love mugging, you love studying, together 4Grace will mug and stand on that stage next year, 10A1s babes, and we will beam at the whole world and everything will feel so right, because we all deserve it so so so much, 4Grace we'll all be there for the 9 or 10 A1s, we'll flood the powerpoint slide so much that ONE won't be enough, our names will make TWO slides and we will all clutch our results slip and tear with tears of happiness and in the midst of all these we will be captured on National TV and WuLao will be asking us to hand in our YDJC >)

Oh, before I forget!

ALANA WEIEN SHIRLENE
Eh retards, thanks for being my friends throughout these two years :D It really means a lot. Was thinking throughout the whole session today. How lucky I am to have met you guys. To be laughing WITH WeiEn and Alana AT Shirlene. All day long. We needa take a picture tgt, because the only one we had we all were sweaty and gross (Alana's cake!) so we need to be, uhm, GLAM. (((:

Okay my Geog/ Lit/ Chem textbooks are beckoning me towards them (:

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Thanks Coaches for everyth too!

TEASER TMR HOFFFF

2010-05-06T22:59:00.002+08:00

Excuse me while I turn on my brain.
I'll see you tmr, teaser :D is dead and wondering if school's wifi can be tapped into :D

In the meantime, motv wkshp was pretty interesting today :D DFG ( do you realize it's next to each other on the keyboard hee so cool) we'll stand on that stage tgt next year, hundred odd of us as we beam with the rest of the cohort cause we'd have made new history.

Loves!

KE.

2010-05-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

Motivational Workshop..?
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It just made me want to pack my table and play more D: OKAY CUT DOWN ON TIMEWASTERS YOU FAT PIECE OF SHIT WEIYUN!

I don't like how even they think that A1s come naturally to us >( It's giving me a false sense of security. Without hard work, nothing is possible.

(HAH Actually I just posted this so that my picture up there would not clash with the picture on my previous post LOLLLLLL)

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Trumpetzxzxzx

May 13th

2010-05-04T19:30:00.003+08:00

I WILL BELIEVE THAT THEY'RE COMING BACK ON THE 13TH FOR A SPECIAL REASON

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KYAHHHHH TODAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AWESOME CAUSE I GOT MY PHOTOBOOK BUT WHAT IS THIS!!!!!!!!! T.T -combusts- shall leave my fangirl-ing to the other blog, aka the one that's hidden and losers don't know about :D Okay I kid. Hahaha.

Meanwhile feast your eyes gais. The first guy from the left in the top photo? (: I know he's hot, thank you.

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Excuse me while I go drool.

No news means good news.

2010-05-03T09:56:00.001+08:00

Shopping!!!!
New wallet, bag and shoes.

Thankyou Martha, for ytd (: made me forget for that few hours.

Autumn Nights spent w you.

2010-05-02T11:39:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel so lucky.
I think I'll miss playing the trumpet.

Pray.

2010-05-01T21:49:00.001+08:00

My cousin is 15 this year and he was born with various disabilities. A month back, he was hospitalised and the illnesses kept adding up. Today, his blood pressure kept dropping and the doctor said chances of him pulling through are very slim.

Please, whoever reads my blog, pray for my cousin, for him to make a recovery. His parents, grandparents, uncles, aunties and cousins need him back with us, he's too young to leave us like that.

Please, pray.

The familiar knotting of the stomach, blood rushing out of face, hands turning stone cold. I remember feeling this on 9th April last year.

Old man joins Twitter (Y)

2010-04-30T19:54:00.003+08:00

Screw Bio + Math test lah. Don't care if I fail D:
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Congrats, Boon! :D JUNSU ON OUR HOME GROUNDS HOLY CRAP HOW OSM!

Btw thankyou juniors for everything today! (: You guys are awesome, altho sometimes I sprout white hair because of you guys D: Continue to work hard aft we leave alright (: YAY.

Time to be motivated!

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I dance, but I dance alone.

Disappointed.

2010-04-28T19:34:00.001+08:00

Note that sectionals last from 3.30-6.30
Just cause we were nice doesn't mean we'll be nice all the time.

There is a friend of mine

He's not good at Korean but he speaks Chinese really well
He's just okay at singing but his dancing is excellent
I like cats but that friend likes dogs
I cant cook but that friend cooks very well
I curse everyday but that friend just laughs

But..
Time has passed and I have never been nice to him ㅋㅋ

I'm really sorry..
That I was never nice to him when he was still beside meㅋㅋ

I'm not really a self-pitying person
I'm just drunk and watching the tears fall ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

It's a very happy and precious thing when you have someone beside you
Even though I've grown older I still didn't know that

But
It's too late...I know it now..really..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

It seems that these words aren't useless ^-^

I miss you.. it seems that I'm going to write these words at times like this(-┏)

Me who doesn't even cry when filming sad scenes
is now shedding very hot tears

source : 김희철 미니홈피
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
thanks dDonika for the shout out
may take out with full credits and dont add in your own credits

Share the love, share the love, share the love

I thought.

2010-04-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

I thought he was a good judge of character.
I guess I thought wrong/

The pain inflicted in them, you will never know.
So just STFU and go.

Edit.

2010-04-27T16:03:00.000+08:00

I hope I was wrong.
In more than one way.

D:

2010-04-24T21:41:00.000+08:00

-has thrown self off Cliff of Neverland-

BTW, good job juniors on Fri :D Proud of you guys! (:

Hello.

2010-04-24T10:38:00.000+08:00

Anyonebdid their testimonial yet? I haven't and I'm petrified of Tian ):

Whooooooo.

2010-04-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

Been drinking a Sparkling a night
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Left my babies in school, hope they grow well! (: Today K was doing better than M. DDDDD: (yes, I am cool to the extent that I name my beansprouts)

Been thinking a lot nowadays. I've decided, next year will be a fresh start. Am considering KAIST at the mo, but I'm not inclined in Math and Science DDDDD: Local Uni is a must (for me), muaha.

Angel + Diva+ Fortess + Support + Bear + Mime + Volcano + Ice + Smile + Butterfly + Shot + Onion + Snark

Honalulululu.

T.T I feel uncoordinated and a bit crazy now. I will go digest meiosis. Byebye! (:

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One Love

2010-04-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

One day I promise I'll sit at home and read through all the Dear Elf entries and laugh and cry. But in the meantime, Static Electricity says I must love him altho I had a headache for a whole day >(

Get well soon to all the sick people! (:

DOWANT.

2010-04-22T19:36:00.001+08:00

Whiteberry.

[edit] I AM NOW A CLASSIK ELF. BEAT IT :D [/edit]

How Literature Nutures your Brains

2010-04-20T20:34:00.002+08:00

Sungmin loves pink and eats cookies. He loves Weiyun but hates marriage. So, no children. Working as an outdoor rhythmic gymnast, he wears pink leotards and strip-teases in front of Weiyun, doing pole dancing while Kyuhyun can dance ballet, feeling proud of his extraordinary vocal abilities. Kurt thinks he can beat Sungmin in martial arts and in looks, he thought wrong. Sungmin pulled Donghae to accompany him to show off his pink bunnies. "How gay!" Kurt exclaimed. Donghae glared. "Speak for yourself!" Weiyun shoots Kurt, "I dare you to do that and I'll get uncontrollable." Sungmin looks touched and sobs uncontrollably, flooding the place. Kyuhyun hugged Weiyun and Sungmin, told them they sucked, walked away. Siwon the priest came to preach about Kyuhyun's betrayal while kissing Sulli. "Some priest, huh?" Heechul appeared, smirking like a bitch. Kurt can't take loss of blood and fainted gayly. Kyuhyun clutched on to Donghae and kissed him, causing Sulli much distress. They walked off, leaving Eunhyk crying like a baby and heartbroken. Heechul slapped Siwon's abs wondering if he would kiss him if he cried and stomped away, before turning back, winking. Sungmin realized his mistake in abandoning Kyuhyun, but decided Weiyun is all he thinks he dislikes. He thought wrong. Quinn walks in and kissed Sungmin. ELFs kill Quinn. And Gleeks haunted ELFs, erupting into World War 3.

Sungmin changed his mind about marriage and married Weiyun. They lived happily ever after in their pink castle with Dongho the knitting nanny, Ryeowook the cook and Leeteuk the grandma. THE END.

This is the product of Alana, WeiEn and I. Literature stimulates the brain to write nonsensical stories :D

our first fic tgt, and it's crossover! How nice (:

Vampire concept more or less confirmed. No less than a big hit, guys :D waiting!

HOI!

2010-04-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

You guys don't have misconception about how Min looks kay. I will find a better picture in the future (ie one that he isn't in thick stage makeup) AND SHOW YOU.

Edit: methinks you guys won't think he's hot anyway )))): Just don't insult him, please?

VAMPIRE CONCEPT = SEXY CONCEPT.

BABY BABY!

THE WORLD IS AMAZING

2010-04-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

Thank God/
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Few posts down, you'll see the wish I made at 1.11am. For Min to get a twitter.

IT SEEMS LIKE DREAMS DO COME TRUE AFTER ALL.

1. I got SPAO.
2. My photobook is coming, (without any hiccups, touchwood) this weekend.
3. Sungmin cut his hair.
4. Sungmin got a Twitter.
5. SuJu's coming back in May. (Which means, in at most another 40 days)
-has fallen off seat at the overwhelming happiness-

I am anticipating tmr I come home and Teuk/ Hyuk/ Hyun got one and I'll like. Die. Or mehbe Heech should get one :D

This isn't a very flattering angle, BUT I'M SURE THE HOTNESS GETS THROUGH.

On the downside, my studies are going to be seriously screwed up.

BUT I STUDIED MITOSIS TODAY! This is proof that I am working hard.

I will go and study meiosis now.

PISS OWT

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Rainy days
and ballads on replay.

Btw

2010-04-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

Did I mention that I toured the entire spore by myself today?
5hours in solitude. I thought about so many things (:
took all the lines! So cool right. I know. Hahah :D

bought stuff for my crazy cello table partnerz, how nice can I get huh.

Happy (early) birthday to gentleman mimi! (: hohoho.

THIS.

2010-04-18T23:27:00.006+08:00

MIN GOT A HAIR CUT BUT I CAN'T FIND GOOD PICTURES TO SHOW YOU GUYS WHO READ MY BLOG (prolly no one)

Excuse me while I go kiss the ground, thank god for answering my prayers. When I saw this I nearly cried. 4 months of endurance has led to this. I knew he had better style than the HGD hair. Anyway, it's definitely a relief to see him with short hair again! So hotz -fans self-

I got my SPAO hoodie today too :D nope I didn't get kidnapped, Jinki (:

shaking and crying. Henry got a Twitter ~

DDDDD:

2010-04-17T18:02:00.002+08:00

I thank LTA from the bottom of my heart for Circle Line. It has reduced my 13(!) stop trip to a 6 stop trip :DDDDDDDD

Inappropriate Fishies.

2010-04-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

WHEW SO TIRED.
I don't think I'll get kidnapped by people in Blue Cars. I HOPE ):

2 lasts.

2010-04-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

I think I have many wants now. Um. Yeah.

1. Learn Guitar (Join Guitar Ensemble in JC hee. But that means no DSA D: But I dowanna join Band anymore! D: Okay dilemma ongoing here)
2. Taste wine. (secret, shuid!)

Way to make up aft a fight.

2010-04-16T21:43:00.002+08:00

Go to the Han River, eat Chickin, dance to Gee. TYVM 4 DA INFO.

Emotive Language.

2010-04-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

(:
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Words like "thunderous applause" and "thank you from the bottom of our hearts" make me tear up :/ But idk whyyyyeeeee.

SPAO WILL OWN YOU.

Doesn't mean that you don't have to care anymore. Even now.

Sitting with Kaising the loooooooser is making me go crazy D: That person acts cute all the time, and loves to poke fun at me. HUMPH. (I am going crazy too. But at least we all share the same sentiments bout That Thing. And the tall ones have formed an alliance. HAHAHA)

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Selfish much?

2010-04-14T21:59:00.001+08:00

): I wanted to sing ai wo sheng no ge la with the school today. Dammit.